I'm supposed to be sleeping early to adjust my sleeping pattern in preparation for my new job next week, but I just can't. She's so extremely captivating that I've been up re-watching the old videos of my old favourite songs of hers - originals as well as covers.
I feel all sorts of things when her vocal cords create the most breathtaking vibrations I can imagine.
What I'd give to meet her. What I'd give to be blessed with her voice serenading me a heart song. What I'd give to tell her in person how wonderfully and exceptionally amazing she is.
No matter what, I think she'll always be my first and always crush.