Thursday, June 25, 2015

Motivation.

I need to find motivation.
I don't want to let go of myself and get too 'comfortable'.

But then again, I'm still okay with what I see when I look in the mirror.
Of course there are parts that I wished looked better but I know that I can't be perfect.

Friday, June 19, 2015

Stand up.

I've been told that I speak my mind too often. But it's difficult to stay quiet when you see others are hurting even if they won't admit it to themselves.

I like to think of myself as an advocate for those you don't have or utilise their voice to stand up for themselves. If that causes others to hate me. Fine.
But hey, if "you have enemies? Good. That means you stood for something, some time in your life." - Winston Churchill.

I don't want to go about my life knowing that I just stood by when I could've done something to help.


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Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Freedom.

Finished my last exam yesterday. Felt so good to walk out feeling a little lighter and somewhat less stressed.

But even with exams done, I'm still feeling heavy and weighed down. After venting out more yesterday I do feel a little better. But still ... I really just want this feeling to go away. I want my mind to be free.

I'm really only comforted with the fact that I'll be on holiday with Carl and my cool Ates and Kuyas this exact time next month. I cannot wait! Very excited because it'll be the first time I'm travelling overseas without my parents. Not that I didn't enjoy overseas trips with them, this is just the first time I'll really feel grown up.
Haha yes, I'm still a big kid. But whatever, it's my first time so I am going to focus on that and enjoy myself.

Monday, June 15, 2015

Nothing.

I refuse to let you continue to tear me down. The words have passed already and I can still hear you using my weakness as a way to stab me in the back.
Wow. It still baffles me how low you've gone.

Whatever. I refuse to waste time on you. I'll say hi if I must, but other than that, you are nothing to me. Nothing.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Failure.

Seriously not prepared for my exam today.  I kinda know my content but still honestly feel like I've already failed.
I feel like crap and I've even thought of seriously injuring myself because I'm so ashamed.

I'm spiralling downwards. This is so shit.
I'm so shit. I'm a stupid ass shit-idiot.

Friday, June 5, 2015

New title. Same blog.

Decided to change my blog title. Didn't think 'exceptionally' fitted anymore. Honestly don't think it ever did.
But anyway... New title, but still the same old blog that'll probably get forgotten about again sooner rather than later.

Cheers all.

Thursday, June 4, 2015

Hi.

It has been a very, very long time.

Hey all! I've been pretty MIA on this blog for over a year and I apologise ... even though I'm pretty much talking to myself.
Anyway, thought I might as well post a brief update about where I am in life right now.

I'm still loving fashion. Just not really updated with current trends and whatnot because I've hit a bit of a ditch. So I've pretty much stuck to the basics I guess. And really just staying warm because winter is here!
I've definitely missed the cold and ya'll know I love to layer. It just sucks when I can't enjoy because I've been recovering from a cold for the past 2 days. But hey! That doesn't stop me from consuming multiple cups of tea whilst chilling in bed.

I'm studying Psychology now. And I am loving it! Sure it's been a stressful first semester, and I'm no where near prepared for my exams next week, but honestly, I know I could've tried harder. So if I fail ... Well, it's my own fault really/
So yeah, I still want to help others. That's why I chose to study psychology and hopefully be somewhat of a success in that field.
I really want to help. So if you've got something on your mind, send it my way.
I've get various links on the right hand side where you can get in touch with me. I've even got an ask.fm account now so ask away! And remember to stay anonymous if you don't want others to know who you are once I respond.