I hate this feeling. And I need to stop.
I still compare myself to you, which really doesn't help with my self-contentment at all.
I have to admit though, I think I'm doing pretty well.
It's not hurting as much. So I guess that means that it doesn't get to me as much as it used to.
But still, I really need to stop.
I just wished that I was able to forget all that I have read and seen.