Wednesday, February 29, 2012
I officially start my second year of university tomorrow!
I am quite excited!
Regardless of the dreary weather, I'll love going to class tomorrow. I honestly prefer the cold and rain over a smoldering sun and humidity any day anyway.
I hope I can get to sleep earlier tonight.
Just so tomorrow will come sooner!
Monday, February 27, 2012
Not everyone knows the whole story.
Actually, I believe that nobody does.
If someone did know all the sides, who was the victim, who was the manipulated, and who was the culprit?
Saturday, February 25, 2012
That's what I need.
My patience has been wearing very thin lately and I really don't like it.
I feel like I suffer from rage blackouts because I'm consciously awake, yet I can't stop myself from raging at whoever I'm upset with.
Friday, February 24, 2012
I'm pretty excited.
Not sure if it's just about starting uni. again that gets me excited. But I also think that the fact that I'll be out of the house more often.
Anyway .. I hope my utlook on uni. doesn't change too much or too quickly this year though. I don't want to be miserable all over again.
I hate it when I'm unsure of what I want. That's why I'm really hoping that I'll enjoy my subjects this year.
So this semester I'll be studying Literature, Mathematics and Chinese (Mandarin). I'm only taking 3 subject this first semester because well, I kinda don't want to do my other unit which is Play, Development and Learning. I already know this unit will stress me out and I honestly don't think I can take it for now.
I'll catch up in the summer. I hope some of my units and/or elective will be offered during the summer.
If not, I might look into a mid-year term. I could probably do a unit or two which is still good enough for me.
I want it to be next week already!
Hurry hurry hurry!
I want to get out of here. Or maybe I need to.
I feel like I'm slowing going to lose my mind.
She's driving me nuts!
Yes, I love her dearly and I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to her. But sometimes she's just too much to handle.
She makes it as if everything surrounds her and her precious and perfect world.
HELLO! There is no such thing as perfection!
Seriously, I don't feel like I'm good enough to exceed any of your expectations.
I do what I can and I do my best. But what do you do?
Complain and criticise every little thing. It's like no matter how hard I try, I do everything wrong. Or more precisely, I don't do it to your standards.
I love you.
But like I said, sometimes you're just too much.
That's why I can't wait to get out of here